:'(

"Robbi as you're father I am going to say you have gained some weight"

why thaaank-you ass. 

-kso, ever since that day i have been making myself throwup, tbh it hurt 

he is sopose to be my father? and he goes and say's something like that. 

yeah he has done nothing but treat me like shit, 

but comeon is a father really sopose to say something like that? 

NAH didnt think so.... yes i do have insucuritys and yes i do 

gain weight & fucking loose it , but you know what you did

this.. you & that asshole.. what is it "hurt robbi year?"

 its people like ^ HIM make me do this..

i love you jeffrey & i dont want you to leave, or breakup with me 
for being too skinny & making myself throwup but that asshole makes me 
do this. hes not only stalking mebut hes creeping me out... 
and hurting me fucking deep down, 

i cant eat .. cause i feel fucking fat, you wanna know why . 

a fucking ass hole called GEORGE MICHEAL HOUGH ...

the biggest asshole ever ! the person i thought that wouldnt 

say stuff like that. -.- mmmmhm i was fucking wrong; wasent i?

oh & then that same night he said all this. i tryed to commit 

suisisde i cant fucking help it :/ pretty much i have LOST way to 

many people , and to see jeff walk away is gunnah break my heart

cus i know hes gunnah get sick & tierd of me REAL sooon.

i can see it coming. -.- and you know what happens then 

ill just die. to be honest, i dont want too loose him ... 

and dont wanna die cus we are perfect for eachother & hes 

my world but i CANT stand to see him go... i dont wanan throw

up ..  NO? but yet my doctors dont listen to me... 

yes i do understand that pills dont solve anything, 

but my depression is doing NOTHING but make shit 

worst.. i dont wanna think like this or be like this ...

i wanna be a normal 16 year old girl ?

who can live her life happy & d00ont wanna kill herself. 

but thats ovu asking for alot so whatever.

i giiiveup.

he leaves he leaves...... 

I LOVE YOU  <3