ii just dont get ittt ):

i just dont understand how he could go about his day with knowing that everyday he hurt's me and walks around with all his children and him not being around any of us? and when he does come around its convenient for him? thats wrong... and ive finally realized that maybe im done with him & everyone who talks tohim... he has done nothing but mess with my life, so why keep him around? yes the people who do talk to him & associate with him shouldnt have to suffer but i dont need him telling them something to tell me? -.- im not gunnah put up with that.. he's soopose to be a father hes sopose to be there when his kids are sick or when HIS daughter passes away YET he didnt even call my sisters mom and let her know that he was gunnah pay for half the funeral yes i know you live off your girlfriend & her kids.. but you could atleast helped with stuff or asked for pictures, but NOPE youd rather be so far up her ass ... when it comes to me having children and my wedding your not going to be invited you are missing out on ALOT of stuff, and mom has had to do this crap my whole life.. she seen my first steps my first crawl my first world, and where were you ? JAIL ... nothing new :) im finally over his bullshit & moving on with my life.. i dont need him i got a better dad <3 nathan moreland.