ii just dont get ittt ):

i just dont understand how he could go about his day with knowing that everyday he hurt's me and walks around with all his children and him not being around any of us? and when he does come around its convenient for him? thats wrong... and ive finally realized that maybe im done with him & everyone who talks tohim... he has done nothing but mess with my life, so why keep him around? yes the people who do talk to him & associate with him shouldnt have to suffer but i dont need him telling them something to tell me? -.- im not gunnah put up with that.. he's soopose to be a father hes sopose to be there when his kids are sick or when HIS daughter passes away YET he didnt even call my sisters mom and let her know that he was gunnah pay for half the funeral yes i know you live off your girlfriend & her kids.. but you could atleast helped with stuff or asked for pictures, but NOPE youd rather be so far up her ass ... when it comes to me having children and my wedding your not going to be invited you are missing out on ALOT of stuff, and mom has had to do this crap my whole life.. she seen my first steps my first crawl my first world, and where were you ? JAIL ... nothing new :) im finally over his bullshit & moving on with my life.. i dont need him i got a better dad <3 nathan moreland.

the whole life stroy :)

alrighty, i know your prob sitting there going OMFG its gunnah be LONG? but naaah dont worry im gunnah wrap that shit up :) hehe...

My names Robbi-Lynn Clark people just call me Robbi, im from Chatham Ontairo a little small town a little over 1hr from windsor ontairo, im a little nerd kid who loves to sit around and watch movies, i dropped outta highschool because i wasent ready to do school & was WAY to much drama. now that i dropped outta highschoool, things have been the worst thing ever? i miss going to school and miss having friends, i only have 2 or more close friends i can actually talk too about everything, [oops btw, i live wit my mom debbie & my step-dad nathan and our animals snooki, sasha, MVP, and last but not least evan] i never see anyone i used to see before, i miss being able to talk to my friends it's diffrent not being in school but no worries i am trying to enroll back in school once summers done, im not your regular 16 year old, i love doing adult things. i hate being a teenager, i hate growing up fast. when i was in grade 8 i was raped and beat by my boyfriend jeff barker, NOT the best feeling in the world.. and by the begning of grade 9 we were going to court and getting everything settled wit , he did 8-9 months in jail? now im dating the love of my life jeff scholtens, met while i was dating jeff barker, & was the biggest idiot ever .. told him i was single and actually was dating jeff ? i was the biggest fuck up ever.. i had MAD feelings for jeff scholtens, he made me the happiest guy ever, i lied about my age and told him i was 19 when really i was only 15 at the time. i regret everything i ever did to jeff scholtens, but now as of jan 1st 2011, i started dating jeff s... we have been dating now for going on 5 months, he makes me feel like NO OTHER? we have a cat & fish together, i feel like a little family, i seriously feel like where married all the time? we havent always had it easy .. but hes deff the one i have been looking for and i perddic where gunnah be together for a really really long time. i try an forget what jeff b has done to me & its finally working :) im finally over what he did to me, its in the past & im working in the future to spend it with my family & thhe love of my life ... so when i speak of jeff= jeff scholtens.. i deff know that i havent been the perfect child that every parent wants and i have had LOTS Of problems ... and i know im far from perfect and im okay with that, i know that everyone makes misstakes and we have to learn by them :) and i know that things will ALWAYS get better.